Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Officially Out

The doctor just called and confirmed what I really already knew.  My follicles aren't developing as planned, and my estrogen and LH levels do not indicate ovulation is anywhere near.  They said I could wait it out and see, but right now I am in a medically good position to start Provera and move on to the next cycle.  So, after work, I'll be running by the drug store and starting today.

Fun times, right?  I don't know about everyone else, but the last time I took Provera (in August 2009), I was miserable... down-right mean.  There were several four and five letter words that described me.  Alot of people told me the hormones in Clomid would bring out my mean side, but really, that didn't happen with me.  The worst part of the Clomid was how emotional I was.  I would cry at commercials and any happy or sad moment on any movie or TV show.  So, no, I was not a meanie on the Clomid.  Provera, however, made me uber-evil.  I'm not sure how anyone around me could stand me.  And what was worse was I KNEW how mean I was being, and I could not stop myself.  I swear, it was like another person walking around in a Lindsay suit!

Needless to say, I'm not happy.  I was silly to think my first cycle with the RE would be a successful one.  I have a phone-back appointment with my RE on Monday, where we will discuss whats next.  I'm hoping to move on to injectable meds, but we will see.


  1. Good Luck.. maybe eats lot of chocolate as a counter to the evil powers of provera.